Just like that.

This morning while I was showering, I was thinking about my life (I think well in that place). I was thinking about the last three years. If you would have asked me where I saw my self as I was graduating High School I would have said.. I will play 2 years of volleyball, lack one year in nursing school, and probably be married. I always wanted to get married soon. And I did. But I didn't play volleyball and I am definately not 1 year away from being a nurse.

In high school it was never a question whether or not I would go to college. I wanted to! Then excuses were made, and I let too many things get in the way. Classes were dropped, and in the last three years I have accomplished nothing school wise.

But even though I am slow at accomplishing my goal, I am doing it! I know I have been talking about it for a long time, but after my first class today I felt proud of myself! I feel this time, a determination that has been lacking in previous years. I am determined to get good grades so hopefully I can get into the nursing program a year from now. It's going to be hard juggling being a mom, wife, and student but I am not the first to try, and I know that with the help of my awesome boys I can do it! I think I have found a little confidence in myself!

Before and after school. :)