I am glad last week is over. I love my new nieces and nephews but I was done babysitting. Sunday ended with some much needed chats.
As we were sitting at my parents house, my mom started telling us about how great her lesson went. It was about what keeps us from growing spiritually. As she was telling us about some of the class participation, and I thought about what keeps me from growing spiritually they all fell along the same idea. Self Esteem/self doubt.
We talked for a while about a few different things and how we can over come these things. I didn't think much of it towards myself. When Jord and I were laying in bed talking, with out getting into too many personal details, I had an overwhelming feeling of being nothing.
I said i don't have any talents. What am I even good at? Jord tried comforting me, but I couldn't get those thoughts away. After an hour of talking I decided to go to sleep. Just before I fell asleep I thought. This is exactly what Satan wants. He knows one of the biggest things that gets me down is thinking exactly what I thought.
This bad attitude has NOT changed over night, but at least I know how to combat Satan and tell him "get behind me".
happy monday. happy new week. happy fresh start.
2 comments:
No more sad thoughts little missy!!!! You are wonderful just the way you are!
Thanks for sharing your thoughts. I deal with the same things and they are very hard to overcome! But I know we can do it! We have power over him. There is nothing he can do to us that we don't allow him to do! I try to remember that! Love you girl! I hope you're feeling well!
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